hard life

haven't written anything for a while.

here it goes.

Living life you encounter people

you get to know some,

but really get to know few.

When you love someone,

you are open to learn,explore and try new things.

You are able to share different,new emotions.

most of all you get to see different perspectives

and how ones life has rough patches and beautiful patches.

you get someone by your side to stand with,

and lean on when you down,

cry on when you sad,

laugh with when you happy.

But the most beautiful thing is  not receiving these things ,

but being able to supply another human

another heart

another soul

with the same comfort you feel when they hold you.

life is not easy.

nope.

not easy at all.

and sometimes we fall

and feel like we cant get back up.

The funny thing is that, there is a thing called

Hope.

and hope allows us to get back up

if not,

it allows us to see further,to a brighter time,

and give us the strength to crawl

on our hands and knees until we can get up,

stand tall as we once were.

In life we are bound to fall,

but are not bound to stay fallen,

because no matter how tough a situation

we can rise.

We find strength deep inside,and hope

and we rise,

like grass Slowly creeping towards the sky,

through the cracks of a heavy,black,tarred road.

we find a way.

Nothing is more potent than you.

nothing can hold down something that keeps standing back up.

Losing my mom?

Hardest thing I have had to deal with.

that was hard

living in this world without her takes courage,

it takes guts

and strength.

But those are all things that she taught me as i grew up,

i wanted to be like her.

I want to be like her.

She did not leave me empty handed

she left me things i am forever grateful for,

and that i will cherish forever. 

the strength i need to live without her?

we all have it.

 deep down inside.

we are not often driven to look for it,

but if you do look for it,

its there.

i promise.

i didnt know i had it,

i still dont...

but i somehow manage,

and thats how i know its there.